Don Giro
Supporting Actor
There's really no "up in the ranks" to aspire to. The only people that are going to move "up" in this company are the people the new partner hires himself. Like I said, I'm 44, and sh*t-scared to go looking elsewhere. I wouldn't know how to sweat out an interview anymore. I am a "top performer," as you put it, but I DEFINITELY don't "live to work." I work because I HAVE to, and at the end of the day, I realize that I subscribe to the adage "A job worth doing is worth doing well." I do the work because it needs to be done, and there is a small sense of pride (known only to myself) that my hard work helps make things run more smoothly.
The reason I mentioned that I'd never work again if I hit the lottery is that I can find PLENTY of other things to do with my time. I wouldn't change my lifestyle very much, the money would just be a "security blanket" as assurance that I would never have to answer to ANYONE ever again, employment-wise.
Thanks for the kind words and for letting me vent.