Joseph Howard
Stunt Coordinator
- Joined
- Sep 10, 1997
- Messages
- 227
What happened yesterday. I keep thinking about it in terms
of "that movie I saw yesterday," "the show on TV," "the
terrible horror film."......sadly, even though I *know*
that it was real, I keep slipping back into denial.
I read the testimonials, the bios of casualties, the
personal witnesses, the search for survivors.... and I
put up a wall of surreal reality.
What the hell was that? I can't wrap my mind around the
scope of the tragedy. I'm not sure I want to. But I have
to.
I'm not a person who gets mad. My wife said recently that
she has never even seen me mad in nearly 8 years. I don't
get mad.
I'm mad. I'm so mad, I don't recognize myself.
I will survive. America will survive. But, I am different
today and so is America.
Sorry, to ramble.
--Joe
of "that movie I saw yesterday," "the show on TV," "the
terrible horror film."......sadly, even though I *know*
that it was real, I keep slipping back into denial.
I read the testimonials, the bios of casualties, the
personal witnesses, the search for survivors.... and I
put up a wall of surreal reality.
What the hell was that? I can't wrap my mind around the
scope of the tragedy. I'm not sure I want to. But I have
to.
I'm not a person who gets mad. My wife said recently that
she has never even seen me mad in nearly 8 years. I don't
get mad.
I'm mad. I'm so mad, I don't recognize myself.
I will survive. America will survive. But, I am different
today and so is America.
Sorry, to ramble.
--Joe