I just got back from what was invariably the best day of my life. A little backstory here. First off, I was a fat child thoughout elementary. I then lost the weight and went to a very small private school from 6th grade to this, my Senior year. Add all that with the fact that I've always been somewhat of a nerd and you get a very anemic love life. I have never been one for smooth talking the ladies and they have never had that much use for me. Now I don't think I'm a perticularly ugly guy, just someone with low self esteem. Anyways, today I attended the University of Alabama's Scolars' Day (A minimum of 27 on your ACT and a 3.5 GPA is required for invitation) and man o' man was I surprised! There were about 500 guys and 500 girls, all of whom were reasonably smart. And if you had told me yesterday I would be talking to hot (and not just nerdy hot, I mean cheerleader type hot) girls and them actually being into me, I would have called you some form of a dipshit idiot. But it did happen! It started with our cute little college Senior tour guide who I thought was smokin'. During our first session she came over and started talking to me! Pretty soon I'm flirting more in 15 minutes than I have ever done in my lifetime. Before I know it I'm sitting next to another girl and striking up good conversation and flirting some more! By the end of the day it became a little game with myself. I would pick out a girl and just start talking to her. It was eye-opening to say the least. I've come to the conclusion that being in such a small school killed all chances for a normal love life because of the slim pickings. I also now know I am incompatible with stupid girls. (whom I'm in contact with everyday.) I realize whatever feelings I had for them were merely because of the lack of choice and that they were the only options until now. This gives me a new look on life because I have been in a very deep depression over such things for some time now. I had been questioning my value as a person and whether or not "I'd ever find a girl who would like me." I now fuck my school. I'm looking forward to the fall.