Dan Shogren
Stunt Coordinator
- Joined
- Mar 16, 2003
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- 185
My life is freakin' sh*t right about now because of a girl. She's this really amazing, attractive girl from my school, and shes the first girl i've ever felt this compassionate about. Here's the problem, this girl, (We'll call her Jane doe) is one of the nicest people i've ever met, and because i have the hots for her, i ask her out. "Jane" responds with a bunch of info which surprised me, (But i suspected) And is leaving me laying in my bed, staring at the cieling, worrying about her. Here is her story. She thinks her life is Sh*t, (It's really not that bad) but evidently she has some pretty serious depression problems because she believes the only reason she's still alive, is that she thinks this one dude and her are soulmates. She was gonna kill herself but she realized she loved this guy too much. The problem is, this guy wont go out with her anymore because he hated her because she used to cut herself, (she's stopped cutting her self only recently) and hes dating another girl right now. So shes really confused, and now shes dating this guy named corey (lets just call him corey cuz i hate the dude) and shes occupied. Now that ive told her i like her, she seems to not even hang out with me anymore. But this whole idea of suicide really is freaking me out because i feel like i could be somehow responsible if she goes through with it. (I dunno why, maybe because i knew about it and i could have told someone.) So every night i lay in my bed, staring at the cieling because of lack of sleep, worrying about her. And when i finally do get back to sleep, i start having nightmares about death, and those wake me right back up again. My question is, WHAT THE FSCK SHOULD I DO!? Im really fucking depressed right now, and angry as hell. I almost broke my fist punching into a brick wall. (idiotic, i know) But please, if any of you have ever had a situation remotely like this, or experienced feelings like this for a girl, please post our ideas to help sove my problems. Thank you for reading my monster post. I am greatfully indebted to you if you answer.