Every day I have to go to work I dread it.I set up almost every night thinking about not going to work but I know I have to.I've wonted to get a better job for some time now but with the hours I work plus the fact that where I live it's almost impossable to find anything new.I work with two of my so called friends (not very good ones at best) that don't know what the meaning of work is,for example any time the boss is around they are complete ass kissers & do anything to make them look good,but the minute he's gone it's another story,(I end up doing there job for them)& if I bitch about it they make me look like the slacker.I'm getting so tired of getting run over by assholes trying to take advantage of every possible thing they can to try & come out on top.One of the biggest things that pisses me off completely is that I work in a customer service job where your attitude goes a long way & I don't understand how we even keep going sometimes with the crap that goes on when the boss isn't around.The guys I work will cuss & wont to fight about the dumbest things when a customer is around & bitch & complain when they realize they actually have to get off their ass & do something,but will do their job half & leave me with the rest wile they run off to go play around with their cars outside or something like that I wont to just quit so damn bad & find a new job but there isn't anybody in my area hireing except maybe some crappy fast food joint & ya cant feed the kids flippen grease patties & frying fat styx. I feel like its all my fault sometimes though cause I'm the type of person that tryes to be as nice to someone as I can no matter how much they piss me off & insted of takeing it out on them I end up going home all pissed off & go off on the wrong people. I don't know what to do anymore I'm making myself sick over all of it I've started smoking after I had quit for 5 years & useley wont to come home & drink & do nothing just cause of my job.I'm getting to the point that I will set up till 3 in the morning beating my head cause I know I have to go cause I need the money,(which isn't even very good)but my god I would love to walk in & just say I Quit. Damn I thought maybe this would help some but I don't thing its even done any good now I'm just thinking about it even more. O well So how's your job, anybody?