Derrik Draven
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The Exorcist holds a very special, (in a bad way), place in my heart...or is it, subconcious?
My story with this movie starts out in the mid 70's, when HBO was VERY new in our area. I remember this movie as being one of the earliest ones my family saw on HBO.
I was about 7 when it made it's way to our living room. Vaguely do I remember the "hype" my older brother and his new wife laid down on my parents to get them interested in watching it.
All I knew was that there was some VERY bad movie coming on tv and, I wasn't allowed to watch it. Any of you with kids probably know what happens when you try to keep your kids away from something that they already know about, but aren't allowed to see.
I was forced to sit with my grandmother in our front living room while the rest of the family watched "the bad movie". Drove me nuts!!!
Well...I can't remember how thing played out next but, I'm guessing that I must've bugged the shit outta dear old mom (dad would've been useless to try to manipulate), to let me watch the movie. Knowing me, I probably did it over a few weeks and finally wore her down.
I know that I didn't get to see the entire movie. I do remember being scared to death, partly out of the hype playing on my own childish fears.
The opening credits scared me. :b No joke. Hey, I was seven!!!
Anyhoo, at some point she made me turn it off. I remember her saying, "okay..that's enough". It's been so long but I think I got to the point where Karras met Regan for the 1st time.
But, it was too late. I was horrified. Even at that young age, I was pretty in tune to religion and all I knew was, that was Satan and that's what he can do to little kids.
Literally for years, that image of Linda Blair, all messed up with those nasty fox-like eyes, terrorized my dreams.
Wake up in a pool of sweat; screaming with no sounds coming out; losing sleep, ect. Yep, it was THAT bad for me.
After puberty hit, my dreams...ummmm...changed...for the better! Forgot all about demons.
'Till "she" made an appearance in a non-descript dream I had one night, several years later, and the nasty nightmare bullshit began again all over again.
BUT...this time I was much older, ie early 20's. An older mind and an older person. I was PISSED that I was scared. Over the course of 3 different dreams, that I distinctly remember, I went from simply being angry, to being outright violent with her demonic visage. Finally fought back in the 3rd dream and...that was it. Never been "visited" since.
To this day, when I watch the movie...there's a certain odd "twinge" deep down in my subconscious. I guess it's a small little fear. A remnant of an subconscious demon that I fought through childhood.
Of course some would ask, "why the hell watch the movie now, then"?!?
Because, home theater kicks ass and, "The Version You've Never Seen" sounds AWESOME in ddex!!!!!
That's why!!!
See, home theater is more important than any stupid mental problems.
But seriously, FOR ME...there can NEVER be any movie as scary as this one. Perhaps it was an "age" thing. Like as in being too damn young to have seen it.
Try it out. Any forum members that are resonably religious, sit your 7 year old in front of the tv and pop in The Exorcist. Curious to see what happens.
My story with this movie starts out in the mid 70's, when HBO was VERY new in our area. I remember this movie as being one of the earliest ones my family saw on HBO.
I was about 7 when it made it's way to our living room. Vaguely do I remember the "hype" my older brother and his new wife laid down on my parents to get them interested in watching it.
All I knew was that there was some VERY bad movie coming on tv and, I wasn't allowed to watch it. Any of you with kids probably know what happens when you try to keep your kids away from something that they already know about, but aren't allowed to see.
I was forced to sit with my grandmother in our front living room while the rest of the family watched "the bad movie". Drove me nuts!!!
Well...I can't remember how thing played out next but, I'm guessing that I must've bugged the shit outta dear old mom (dad would've been useless to try to manipulate), to let me watch the movie. Knowing me, I probably did it over a few weeks and finally wore her down.
I know that I didn't get to see the entire movie. I do remember being scared to death, partly out of the hype playing on my own childish fears.
The opening credits scared me. :b No joke. Hey, I was seven!!!
Anyhoo, at some point she made me turn it off. I remember her saying, "okay..that's enough". It's been so long but I think I got to the point where Karras met Regan for the 1st time.
But, it was too late. I was horrified. Even at that young age, I was pretty in tune to religion and all I knew was, that was Satan and that's what he can do to little kids.
Literally for years, that image of Linda Blair, all messed up with those nasty fox-like eyes, terrorized my dreams.
Wake up in a pool of sweat; screaming with no sounds coming out; losing sleep, ect. Yep, it was THAT bad for me.
After puberty hit, my dreams...ummmm...changed...for the better! Forgot all about demons.
'Till "she" made an appearance in a non-descript dream I had one night, several years later, and the nasty nightmare bullshit began again all over again.
BUT...this time I was much older, ie early 20's. An older mind and an older person. I was PISSED that I was scared. Over the course of 3 different dreams, that I distinctly remember, I went from simply being angry, to being outright violent with her demonic visage. Finally fought back in the 3rd dream and...that was it. Never been "visited" since.
To this day, when I watch the movie...there's a certain odd "twinge" deep down in my subconscious. I guess it's a small little fear. A remnant of an subconscious demon that I fought through childhood.
Of course some would ask, "why the hell watch the movie now, then"?!?
Because, home theater kicks ass and, "The Version You've Never Seen" sounds AWESOME in ddex!!!!!
That's why!!!
See, home theater is more important than any stupid mental problems.
But seriously, FOR ME...there can NEVER be any movie as scary as this one. Perhaps it was an "age" thing. Like as in being too damn young to have seen it.
Try it out. Any forum members that are resonably religious, sit your 7 year old in front of the tv and pop in The Exorcist. Curious to see what happens.